Hi there! *waives* Online people usually know me as Kimeh. I am 16 years young, studying in a science high school. I currently reside in the beautiful city of Manila. I am part Filipino and part Chinese, and yeah I'm proud of my Asian heritage. Yogi by heart! More me, yeah?
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Hmm, in a few weeks I’ll be in my senior year of high school. The last year of being with my friends and enjoying day-to-day stress with a group of friends that make it very easy to cope with. At this very moment, I still don’t like my summer to end. I really love my current job which I get to do full-time because of my break. I guess all good things must come to an end at some point.
I’ve also got 30 days to shed some pounds, just exactly a month till school starts. o.O Today marks my first day of doing Bikram Yoga once again. Oh geez it’s been a year and a few months since I was last in the hot box. It both felt great and not. It feels great to once again stroll the streets of the Makati CBD in my yoga outfit and everyone passing by looking at me with an odd face lol. It feels great to find my inner peace within the postures and the breathing too. My body really hurts and I know it’s going to hurt more when I wake up tomorrow. It’s the common effect of Bikram Yoga to people who has never did it or if you’ve stopped for a long time like me. I shall learn to be more disciplined in terms of what I gobble, it’s really hard losing weight and being healthy.
So going back to my first drama. I can’t believe it’s going to be my senior year. It feels like just a few weeks ago I was this new frosh kid trying to fit in and here I am now just 10 months away from graduating and once again being a frosh for the last time of my life? Oh boy does time fly by. Just the other day when I was walking to have some lunch from work, I was thinking to myself, what happened to those three years? Looking back at my sophomore year, I’d be wanting to enter the university so eagerly but it all suddenly changed during the last months of my junior year. Well I guess I got to face the fact that I am too getting older. Just one more year ‘till I become legal! lol I guess I should just stop thinking of this “countdown” since it’s just making things worse. Sorry, psycho kid here that’s not yet ready to move on with life! lol
I’d just like to blog about certain things that keep me busy when I’m not at work. One is watching so much stuff. I’ve come to realize that The Big Bang Theory is really awesome — once again! (I’ve liked it in the past but it I stopped watching then I started liking it again, that’s what I meant) I’ve been very hooked to Fairly Legal too, it’s an awesome series which you should all watch; plus Glee, and season 2 of House of Anubis. I want to finish watching the Game of Thrones as well before classes begin.
I guess these last few days of summer will really be my highlight. So much plans to meet up with other blogosphere friends, go to my first ever tweet-up, yoga and watching so much awesome crap.
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Have you ever wanted something very much and after getting it you realize that it’s not really that much of a difference? And oh yeah, the feeling of having something in the past but slowly losing grip of it?
A lot of things have been happening lately as always. At the moment, it’s the middle of my summer break. I really miss going to school to hangout with my friends and do crazy stuff. Srsly. Work and church are the only two things keeping me busy at the moment. Work has been great for me, there are tons to do in the office thus making the day really zoom by. Church occupies most of my nights and the whole of my Sunday which I love since I get to give back to God. What I hate are the moments when I am alone especially the ones before I sleep.
Have you ever experienced the feeling of a sudden sadness in which you just want to stop thinking? That’s how I usually feel before sleeping. So much things run in my mind and so much dilemmas. The thing I hate about summer is how busy some of my closest friends are. Getting addicted to what they aren’t able to during school months which is play video games the whole day long. Hmm *deep breathe* how I wish I could have the same interest so we’d still have things to talk about.
Another thing on my mind is this. Do you ever believe the saying that times change? There’s actually TWO long stories behind this that I’ve been keeping to myself for a long time now let me just share one of them. I’ve just been so sad that I’ve been putting people in my priorities but I know I can only be in their back-up lists. I’ve known this friend for so long, so long I can’t even remember. We’ve started schooling since Pre-School and we were sort of best friends. As we graduated elementary, we parted ways for high school. She began having sick relationships with ppl which eventually changed her. We stopped talking until a few days ago when she asked if we could bring back the old friendship we shared. Do you believe this saying? The price of a relationship is losing two good friends. It sucks on my end since I’m the “good friend” that is “lost”. I just can’t accept that people now-a-days are different since it seems easy for them to forget what happened in the past and move on and just delete someone from there lives.
How I wish things would remain how it was; but I guess things change and all I got to do is adjust to the never ending changes. I guess God has a reason for why such things happen. I must admit, I really miss who we were before guys. Sorry for ranting through the entire blog post. I just really feel to sad about what’s currently happening. If it weren’t for my job and church duties I bet I’d be sobbing all over.
On the other hand, I’ve made a decision to go back to practicing Bikram Yoga. I’ll be going to back on the first or second week of May. I really miss the inner peace the practice gives you.
